Account block date:25/02/2014
Reason:3rd Party Tool Use
I have banned because I was using illegal 3rd party koxp program for exping.. I know I deserve that ban..
I dont know what to say but when I talked to my girlfriend about this she said "go ahead and explain your situation to admins or whatever they're"..
I was a heroin addict since 6 years.. I'm 22 years old and I've started to using drugs when I was 13-14 years old.. I lost my father when I was 2 years old..
So, life wasnt that "good" for me.. But I've met the girl of my life when 4 years ago and we are living together since that day.
It was so hard for us.. We "heal" a lot of my pains together.. Psychological and hard pains..
So I was feeling together since 6-7 months.. Because of that I decided to leave Heroin. Can you understand that guys? I decided it by my own.
It was hard when first 3-4 "little try".. It take 2 months to do my "best shot" to leave it.
My best shot was about 1 week ago. I take suboxone pills, my mother (she's nurse) gave me serums by bloodway (I dont know how to explain that in English). You know, intravenous solutions..
2 kilograms of serums for a day. In the morning and evening.. After 3-4 days I felt better..
But I'm just starting.. I'm just at the beginning of the road.. Next few months will be much worse then first days for me..
Its not physical, it is psychological..
So after that first bloody days I started to boring. I want to take Heroin because I've nothing to do..
First day I bought crack.. I smoked it.. It doesnt get me.. I was used it when I was 16-17 too but I didnt like it.
I take some weed.. Nah.. "Its not that what I'm looking for" I said to myself..
So, I look to my addiction history.. I was addicted to your game, Knight Online when I was young..
Actually.. I really like this game too.. So I've decided to start..
When I started I saw that a lot of people uses koxp.. In the first place I've bought genie.. But that wasn't that good.
So I bought Koxp programs.. I tried them.. It was fun.. I was getting lots of exp..
As I said at the beginning; I dont know what to say.. But I know that in my life.. I dont wanna tell lies to people anymore..
I can promise that; If you give my account and my character I'll never use koxp or something again.. But I really need it.
I have to mess around.. I really do.. Please dont let me down. We were old friends with USKO. Old friends watch each others back..
Give me 1 more chance..
I hope you believe me.. I can do anything you want to prove my situation..
You can publish my story too. I can give my real name If you want to. That will be awesome advertising for you..
I hope you guys wont let me down.. I trust you guys.. Me and my GF, we are waiting your respond..
Thank you guys.. Best wishes..